Meanook still smells of smoke from the fire that decimated the lab building. Rubble is piled high and bits and pieces of our past field work poke out of the ash and blackened bits of twisted debris. Cinder blocks are scattered around the periphery and if you look closely, you can still find decapitated scales, melted volumetrics, and sample bottles filled with tainted bog water. Burned and dented freezers, drying ovens, and water systems are sunk like monoliths in the pile of deranged metal. Many items are still identifiable and yet completely ruined and that just makes it worse. It is not just a pile of burned unidentifiable mess of destruction. It is Our mess of destruction and it is sad to see.
After about 30 minutes of poking around, I needed to find something of beauty to hold onto and if you look closely, beauty is there hiding in color and texture...
It turns out that there was a reason it still smells of smoke: the berm of earth between the debris and the woods remained silently secretly smoldering now for two weeks post fire. The electric company came today to restore our power, and in putting in a new pole, found smoking earth when they dug their hole. Katy and I became temporary fire-fighters with a small hose and an enthusiasm for fire containment. The Colinton volunteer fire department soon relieved us and took a shovel and hose to the hillside to finished her off. Hopefully, we are now fully fire-free and smoke-free and with electricity as an added bonus. It is nice to be rid of the constant yell of the generator reminding us of the piles in the parking lot.
Hopefully, they will rebuild, and in the spring, we will have a new space in which to work, but for now... the piles of depressing rubble remain.